So make it bleed!

I want to beg on my knees, let me be yours
Punish me in the most humiliating ways
Cuffs, chains, ropes, leather
Pull a little harder, a little tighter
.... uhm.... I did not just write that, getting inspired by Blood, Sex And Booze. hehe. HAHA! It was fun. Music influent me way too much. I like it that way x)

Today has been ...complicated in so many ways that Everybody has complained! I've cursed so many times today I'm surely a saint now! :D (W00t, no, I hasn't had coffee! how can you think such outrages things?)

I surely can confuse myself sometimes, haha.
Oh well, now imma keep on listening to FXBHT, oh yeah, figure that one out!! (not so hard akshully)

Found it

So I can't read text messages properly according to my friend, but reading back I asked her if she had my costumes and she said no. Bitch. She had them all the time, she's the one that can't write! :(
I've stressed myself to max today, I didn't eat breakfast or lunch, though now I've eaten dinner (yum). although I had a lot of energy considering I didn't eat!

Anyways, I checked the Premise with my two friends and we've carried about 45 chairs up some stairs, moved tables, paintings and loads of shit.
And it was cleaned before we got there....
But the good thing was that it was big. and I've been there before when I was like 4-6 and it was like memories flooding back haha.
Anyways, tomorrow I'll be working instead of my mom cause she's sick. I hate my job and I hate working alone on weekdays because then I have to make an order and that is troublesome. I want help!
And I have to wake up at 5AM.
I'm a teenager, I want sleep !

fuckfuckfuck

Okay so my two costumes are gone! (the school girl and Maid one) I've looked everywhere and it's not a t my sisters place.
I was going to a sleepover tonight though it was ruined because everybody at work is sick so I have o cover for them tomorrow!
My mom is sick and there's no food in the house.

Nothing is going as planned! >.<

Haha, You're Dead

I love that song, haha, Green Day ftw! xD
It's veeeeery late, like almost 12... well not that late, but tomorrow I have to go to my sisters place and fetch me costumes! Because everybody is lazy bums and doesn't have costume (I have 3 and they're increasing, moahaha!). Though I'm not sure they're there.. I can't find them at home and I last had them at her place. So Hopefully they're there! hopehope.

And tomorrow I have to check out the party place! ;D haffta call da lady!
Yes I need to pee, howd'ya know? :O

Well Hello!

It's been a while yes, but I have some good news and some bad news! Let's start with the bad first: I haven't gotten my money back from the fail order. 'Twas only about 400 kr (52.90) but that is still a lot for me, and It's been more than two weeks now! If I don't get my money back after the break Some heads will roll!

But over to good news!
Me and my friend succeeded in getting somewhere to host a Halloween party! We're checking the place out on Tuesday and we're also getting the key then !
Also my costume came in Thursday, delivered by a cute blond guy with tattoos (hehe), and it sits perfect, though my sister decided that it would be a good idea to try it on and the ripping on the tummy got larger, not fun.
Oh and, I stepped on the hat I got... on purpose, because it was way too stiff and.. just not Freddy-ripped-and-burned like. So now it is awesome! and I had to file on the glove a little, twas a little hard to bend some of the fingers. is all good now :3

I've also ordered Another Smosh t-shirt, for 18 bucks (including shipping), I love the prices <3

Anyways, I haffta save some money now, I need to eat when I work :P

And Muse was here yesterday! So fucking awesome (though GD is better, lol), but I'm never getting seating again! Man was the people sitting down BORING! they just sat there! I was jumping and screaming my lungs out!
And I envied my friend that was at the front! it was hell down there, I wanted to be there haha! <3
Though it sucked that I had to work today (the day after), I was tired as fuck, though luckily it's now standard time (vintertid) and I didn't get late (hehe, otherwise I'd be screwed)
And I almost actually fell asleep on the cart with candy (what a sight)

Blargh, no more writing, tis long!

Eat shit!

Yeah, I'm pissed! the last entry you can just forget, I never got to the obstacle course because the teachers can't plan! Man! I was pretty psyched for this!!! Poop!
Anyways, I got to the train station, 10 min before we were to meet up, no one was there, so I started walking around and looking for the place (walking in the wrong direction), asked a dude which way the castle was (it's called Karlbergs slott) and he said that it's the opposite direction about 2km from here. So I started walking back, the clock now 10 (it started at 9.40) and then I went to a view... place.. thingy... whatever, and I saw the ''castle'' and the students! But they were about 1 km away (couldn't scream)
So I walked there, when I got there the place was empty... I wandered around for a bit (like 10 min?) then went back to the entry of the place and found a map... the obstacle course was all way at the end of this thing... so I went home. I was not gonna walk all that way, I was late anyways, I'm going to swim at least!
Fuck I'm pissed, my school suck at this! It's good otherwise, but I'm still pissed! I wanted to do this!

Obstacle Course

So, today I'm going to do a military obstacle course... I'm nervous as fucking hell, because it have rained and that means the course will be slippery... Hopefully I won't be dead at the end of the day (I'm clumsy, okay!)
We have this with school, I chose the Military course and swimming, though the swimming will be chill the military won't. The reason I chose that is because I wanna test myself! See my own strength (and feel like a real man! YEAH!)
Though I will be kinda lonely... No one from my class is doing the military shit in the morning, some are doing it in the afternoon... though I see it as if you do it then you'll just be tired as fuck from the thing you did before... I'm strange, but isn't that true? You don't really get healthy energy from McDonald's anyways.
Though I'm going home to eat my lunch (Because I CAN! Yes!)
And then the swimming is where I used to train before (like, wooh, I was a reeeeeal athlete once lol, now I'm just skinny and fat... at the same time... woot?)

Anyways, gotta catch the train now! kthxbye!

Status Update

Yes, The status on Ms Krueger is on the shipping line to Sweden MUTTAHFUKKAH!!! >:DDD
It was actually update like.... yesterday but I was busy and.... uhm.... you're like ''uhhhh, I don't care'' anyways so :D
But I'm happy!
Hopefully it won't cost money to pick it up (like when I picked up the 'Awesome' shirts... they're awesome by the way) cause right now... I'm broke xD I spent my last money on picking up those shirts.... damn me... I have no money-control heh.
Gotta jump the shower now, kthxbye!

Milkshaaa..no

I always have leftover frosting whenever I make Cupcakes, so, being the dumbass I am, I tried doing milkshake of the leftovers.
Lets just say it failed badly, way too sweet. Maybe for someone with a big ol' sweet tooth (or maybe not, it tasted like your mom on a sugar rush!)
But quite frankly, don't ever try it.
... I still have some frosting left actually... Milkshake anyone? :D

WEEEE!

Guess who got shirts!!! :D  Someone with two thumbs, speaks German, and like blow jobs! : ICH! :DD
I got my Awesome shirts, though I have to pick them up and pay e fee of 218kr (FUCK ME!!!) Wasn't enough that I had to pay like 78 POUNDS for them all, but, I understand it's more than One shirt so yeah. Hopefully the Krueger outfit won't be like so .__. that would BLOW!

Anyways, I'm off to guitar practice! Shit, will miss my bus for you guys!
Blargh, blargh, I'm fucking tired, don't wanna go :(((( But missed out last week so, I have to :/

Time roll

I've had a lump in my stomach that returns every now and then, It's been on going ever since the Green Day concert, and it appears whenever I listen to them. What is this lump?
Is it a teenage hormone for old-dude sex? (30 and over is old-dude, dude) Because damn they were hot!
I might go all fangirly again for them, haha.
No but seriously, I have no idea why I get this fucking stone in my tummy, and it makes me feel extremely heavy and also my jaw gets all tight (as if I'm about to cry).
Hormones, I say

I've got scattered pictures on my bedroom floor.

I want party really bad. I wanna get wasted out of my mind!
Oh yeah, I'm reading slash fics, been a long time, but oh I've missed thee, baby!

I like short updates, 'cause then I get more time for my pr0n! >:D

Pa-fucking-tata

I Love eating potatoes, but fuck do I hate writing about its history! It's due tomorrow, so I have to finish it tonight, so yeah, fuck my ass! And I'm feeling good enough to go to school tomorrow (even more ass fuck)
Green Day is saving the night, listening through the records and damn memories from 06, they're just flooding back <3
I remember when I was a total GD nerd, with lyrics all over my walls, pictures and posters everywhere and my own drawing of the Warning sign (that I still have left<3)
Those were good times. No worries (well sort of xD) and just chillin in Falun.

But now, back to the effing potatoes... effing toes

Prima Donna!

I forgot! We met the opening band for Green day, Prima Donna, they were cute! And because we took a picture with them (the singer only :P) we got this card and you get free music from them (4 songs) and we were like wooh! And short-stuff was all Nooo, I want that! :(
haha, bet they're were like meeh, until they singer was all Nipples and I was weeeeeeh! and drooling new-fangirly! haha, I'm a whore. I haven't had sex in exactly a year now. I am awesome, the frustration is on my back, haha-I Need Sex okay! GIVE IT!! Or I'll do like other people and buy me a toy... for 3-400kr (fuck that's a lot, getting laid is cheaper)

Uuuh, enough of that. It's also been a year since I got that implanon (p-stav) and now as the one year anniversary I haven't had my period in a month! Usually I have it twice a month (and every other month I've had it for over 20 days)
You might say it's been a bitch, but lets pop the champagne!! :D

OOH! Got my Smosh shirt today <33333 I love it, though it stinks so I gotta wash it before I use it :P
And it's Halloween soon, and I need a a place to have a party at! Like kinda big! Because I want everyone to cum! That's right I wanna see You drunk! >:)
Anyways, hopefully mu costume will be here soon! And my 'Awesome' shirtz ;D

Weed day

Yesterday was so awesome that not words can even start to describe it! I saw Green Day!!!!!!!!!
They are the greatest band I've seen live! They give and take tons! Best live band ever! Before I die I have to see them again!
King For a Day <3
It was just so amazing, they even played Hitchin' a Ride :'D But he didn't do the regular masturbation thing :(
And my friends sister got on stage and got to sing along for Longview on the second verse, awesomeness!
Pure blast!

Today I'm sick with a sore throat from both screaming so much and sickness ;P and I got my Smosh-Face t-shirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ultimate showdown! Booyah!

Now I'm off to watch more heroes!!


Medical

This entry is something that is really serious for once. Something I usually don't discuss.
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Tomorrow I will be heading to the doctor. You know I have skin issues, that I gladly Don't talk about, because hey, who wants to tell their friends they have Fungus (Mycosis) growing on their body? Hella fun!
It's a condition I will have to live with all my life (a diagnose I got when I was about 9) which includes Mycosis, Rash/Eczema and dry skin (whereas I shed like snake sometimes, humor it up!).
When I was younger I only had the rash, when I was six I was covered in it, it's on later years I got the.. other stuff.
I've had creams upon creams to try and get it all away, but they only help for the moment (which I'm glad for).
The winter is the worst. The cold tears on my skin and it dries out even easier.
And water... I'm almost allergic to it.
I still can't accept that I have this... Disease for the rest of my life, I will hate myself for the rest of my life, no matter how pretty I get I will always have that stuff on me, inside me.
I don't complain about this, I don't talk about it ever, I try to avoid questions as much as possible, but right now I had to get it out, because no one really knows about it.


Yata!

Yes! It's payed for! :'D The Ms.Krueger outfit <3 so it will take about 5-9 days for it to first get to Cali and then from Cali they send it to me so... I reckon it won't be way too long for it to fly from Cali to Sweden, maybe 2-3 (or 5-9) days... so I'm expecting it to be here in about 18 days (as of earliest! that's the 24th)
It's time to work out hard!!!! Need to loose that extra fat that will otherwise flop out through the claw marks on the dress ;P
I'm real happy :''3

Come one, it's only 27$

Yes, so I re-ordered the effing shit and now I'm 27 dollars short to be able to pay for it, because the re-fonding takes almost 2 weeks!!!!! Though I' getting my mom to put in 70$ on my account (I gave her 70 loose)
So I have 5 days on me to pay for it until they cancel it, though for me to get it at the 30th I have to pay today (I have 8 hours on me)
So hopefully my mom will transfer it now and then I can pay and they can start preparing me order!! <3333

Man I can't wait for Halloween! Though I will not be able to throw a party here since my sister is doing so (bitch) because it's her birthday then (super bitch :( she's turning 22 O_O) and yeah well, my mom refuses to call the landlord hag, so I could possibly rent a place for that night. But that woman is apparently a complete witchbitch and haven't gotten cock in a very very very long time!
My sister tried to rent once but the bitch said: no, you're going to be loud, obnoxious and drinking!
Then she hung up, my sister was 13 then....
Anyways, so I'm looking for a place to be (but everywhere I look it's only offices :S)

Hey grumpo!

So finally the order on the Ms Krueger outfit is now canceled and re-ordered! It will hopefully get here 'til the 30th (because that's the date I set it that I needed it to be here!)
Can't believe I screwed up so baldy with an effing order. I'm used to ordering foh schizzle outfits on the web. If I don't get the outfit til Halloween I'll just wear the Smosh-Face shirt (I think it'll get here like the 20th)

But anyways, I'm practicing drawing noses.... it is not going well. Though I did finish a dragon I started on like 3 years ago (haha)
I like dragons :33333

draw draw!

So Deviant Art makes me wanna draw again! But I draw crapily now since I haven't really put much effort into my drawings and my skillz have started to fly away with me lazily trying to catch it.
So I'm extremely bored right now and I'm going to draw something. I really need to practice more and get me back up on the horse!


I have a 500-kr bill beside me, I don't know what I should do with it yet (I'm thinking I should save it for the weekends-working-food, but still not, I have more money :P)
I wanna go see a lot of movies right now, so I'm willing if you are ;)
I'm not going to movies myself ever again, most boring thing EVUR! D:
I wanna see inglourious basterds, Final Destination 3D, The Hangover, Sommaren med Göran, Ponyo and Year One! :D

cinnannanmonm... Bun!

Cinnamon Buns! It's that day kids when you either bake a whole shit load of buns or just buy a few for your family!
I'm one of those that bake a shit load and then have a tummy ache without knowing why! :D
Heh, so I've already eaten a lot of dough haha! I'm schappy!

So Yesterday my friend had a 18th birthday thingy where the ones 18+ go out clubbing afterwards and you who's only 17 go home :D Though I went to a movie night! Met someone new who was totally awesome! And Every girl in the room was wooed by him (I'm not kidding, and everyone's pissed cause they're not the ones getting him)
Though I enjoyed being in his company as a friend (although I wouldn't mind fucking his brains out, Moahaha!)
haha, I'm going to hell! x)

Torrrrrnado!

Yes, my room looks like fucking... SHIT! Hot damn! (it's actually kinda cold.) So there's boxes, clothes and bags Everywhere! I can't even get to my closet without stepping on shit. God, this renovation is taking to god damn long!
Last time we renovated the apartment (man, we've renovated this apartment like 6 times before, or more! first the hall, the the living room (just slightly) then me and my brothers room (when we shared), then my Own room and my brothers own room, the kitchen and now my parents room and soon the hall AGAIN!) Can you tell I'm frustrated?
I want to go back to my sisters apartment :( Then there wasn't shit everywhere (and I could do what ever I wanted :P)

Blargh, anyways, I'm trying to take a shower, it's just really hard because when I'll get out of the shower again I'll get covered in sawdust (it is everywhere .__.)


Oh well, also, the Ms Krueger outfit, dunno know if I'll get it til Halloween, since I made a mistake while ordering it and now I have to re-order it... I thought I took it on International Checkout, but apparently I didn't so. That sucks.
So they have to cancel the order (so I get my money back.... I HOPE) so I can re-order it with International Checkout! I hope it will get here til Halloween!