Who we are

My hips are fucked up. Whenever I walk it hurts! And I walk a lot during work. This week have been hellish and will probably keep on being.
And why do my hip hurt? Oh, it's a family thing you know. I've fucking inherited it! And it's not the only thing I've inherited. Every joint pain I have can be traced down as an inheritance. Fucking A.
(Yes I'm a little pissed. My genes are awesome)

Two days ago my fish passed away. He'd been sick for two whole days before it happened.
My mom and I both tried helping him up to the surface for air (he was a Siamese fighting fish). He had a really hard time swimming, and his body was crooked and stale.
After dinner I went to check up on him and then he wasn't moving at all, and he laid limp on the bottom.
My heart sank like a ton of bricks.
Me and my mom flushed him down the toilet and my mom said a few words.
It hurt so bad looking at his empty bowl.

I miss my fish. Before he turned bad I took some photos of him, it was like if I knew he was going to be sick and took the last time to admire his beauty.

I think we're going to get a new one, it won't be the same and it won't be Nils-Thomas, but I think we'll go for a female this time (though it's the males that are the most gorgeous ones)

Mind blowing movie. Just got home from the cinema and wow, it was like it rearranged my mind as the movie went on. So weird, but so good!
And oh my! OH my!
I love me Jews in suits! <3
Seriously though, Joseph Gordon-Levitt in a suit, heck in ANYTHING, is bliss.
Yeah.. I like suits...
uuuh, anyways, I don't know how I could in any way explain this movie, just... go see it! OKAAY!? IT IS AWESOME!
10/10 for sure.

So I am drunk right now, so I will apologize for what I will write right now (the reason I can write so well is because I have a tool that  checks upon my spelling!)
I Miss everything that has with everything to have with English school in Järfälla.
I miss the people every day, every minute and every hour. It breaks my heart in a billion pieces!
Jesus!
It's even harder without them that it is with them! I LOVE THOSE GUYS! And I love you bro, for eternity and beyond!

Anyways , imma head to bed to sleep this rush off

I can't stop thinking.
And all I'm thinking is just pure nonsense, nothing makes sense in my brain!
This is what lack of sex does to you. If I keep on this dry spell til October, I've been dry for 2 years straight.
2 years is a LOT.
Huuuuuuuuuuuuh *that was a very breathy sigh by the way*.
But I'm also so picky. But of course, it's not like the dudes are throwing themselves at me... except for my ex's friend and my friends ex (whom have actually stopped now, wooh, he was off limits anyways. dammit).
I just hope I'll get something when in Gothenburg, don't tell, but if I do score I'm taking your moms bed!
haha, no, I don't think I will score when in Rome- errr.. Gothenburg, because well... I wouldn't actually wanna do it in my friends bed, or her sisters bed, or their moms/dads bed... maybe their brother's bed hehe

Hah, but seriously though, there are many of my guy friends I'd like to stick my claws into, I'm just too much of a pussy to actually do it you know, because it'll be awkward later.
The reason it didn't get awkward with my friend Wayan after Halloween '08 was because he was all: Haha, dude, we were drunk as fuck, we're going to see each other a lot during guitar and who gives a damn!? :D
He's a dufus and I love it xD
Oh and to clarify, we didn't have sex, we were close, but he was a virgin so he was all: n-n...n-nooo *slurry drunkenness*

haha, good night peeps, see you on the other side

Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name is the new webcomic I'm reading! It is awesome, I love zombie.. well, uh.. I don't know his name so.. he's zombie, since he is one. He forgot his name! Is not easy being dead!
Anyways, I'm going to spend $100 on that comic on Friday.
Silly, you say?! Well the dealio is when I like a (web)comic a lot I like to support the artist as much as I can so I in return can get more of said comic! Because without cash the artist won't be able to keep up with the comic (since it takes it sweet time to make a comic, and without cash the artist has to have a job whilst making comics and thus making the comic fade away!).

And well, if I do buy the $100 package I get this:
Your name will be included in the dedication section of the Hanna is Not a Boy's Name Art Book due for release in the spring of this coming year! It will be featured in large bold text at the front of the section! In addition, you will receive a special ADVANCE copy of the book before the general public, and your book will be complete with a signature, and sketch from series creator Tessa Stone! If you want, she will even personalize it for you! We just figured, recognition is the least we could do. After the purchase, you will receive instructions via email within 10 business days of purchase telling you how to claim this super mega awesome comic!

quoted directly from the shop :D

Yeah, I like giving away my money for some reason to people I've never met, but are awesome nontheless...
Go figure I rule!

Two days ago I got two packages in the mail.
One was a costume I'd bought from a girl on a site (she'd used it once, and I got it for 300kr including shipping). Tis for the 70's party I'm going to in August in Gothenburg (really psyched for it!)
And the other package.... well....
I got this baby! I love it, even though it's actually thee most unnecessary thing ever, because it doesn't have a purpose other than it looks awesome!
It sits loosely and it's not even used to hold the belt in place! Uh, it's a belt buckle btw (forgot to tells yous!)
But I just love it!
But I think I'll tear up one of me black belts and try and fastened it on it (trying to make it have a purpose, because it seems like it could hold belt in place... I think!)

Also, that thing isn't all that much dull... surprised me a little. It has actually scratched up my *Bang, Pow, Bam* belt (my lovely belt!)

Oh well, shit happens when you party with your grandma!

Yesterday I went home to one of my gay friends and we drank and played games and had an genuinely good time!
We played singstar and I made my team win by far, and I can't even sing haha (I'm not tone deaf but, I can't sing).
And when it was time to head home (round 1 AM) we decided to take a cab from liljeholmen because the train wouldn't be arriving for another 15 min.
So we asked the driver what it would cost to take me home and he said 250kr.
So my friend jumps off at Hornstull and I keep on going home, and when we stop by my house I ask: how much? (I did remember what he said before, but always ask!)
And he said: 250kr, it is more than that actually but I said 250 from the start so.

And what did we learn from this? Wearing lack leggings, a halter neck top and high heels gives you a cheaper cab ride if you ask first! If I'd been fugly I'd probably had to pay the full price, hahahahahahahahahahaha *Self esteem rises above yours* aaaaaaahahahahahaha

haha, jokes aside, the next day I went to work. A little hungover and with about 5 hours of sleep.
Luckily for me I knew there wasn't that much to do so I was done in around an hour and afterwards I bought a big vanilla latte which speeded me to max and I played drums on GDRB on hard... I failed miserably! THOSE DAMN DRUMS SUCKED! I hit a lot of notes but the game was all like: NO! YOU DON' HIT THEM WITH YOR STIKK! YOU SUCK!
D:
Yeah, Imma throw this lollipop away and go to sleep, haffta help this kid tomorrow at work, blurgh!

Aargh, I've been in the mood of writing and reading as of lately! It's frustrating because webbie-stuff is updated slowly and well books I'm lousy at getting a hold of.
I'm currently reading Alice in Wonderland, well I'm finished with it but I'm starting on Through the Looking Glass (And what Alice found there) so... but I'm really surprised of what an easy read it is! (even though the way they sometimes speak is really ridinkiedonkie!) And it's actually really short. Thought it would be longer since well every effing movie is almost two hours long trying to portray it (probably except for the porno but that doesn't count!).

Anyways, I'm off to bed, I have a phone call waiting for me tomorrow and I need books and I have to make an American apple pie and actually try and do something and I have a headache right now, night

I was going to write something, but then I realized it was a bad idea

Goodnight peeps!

I'm reading the greatest piece of fanfiction ever! It has me laughing and crying every five minutes haha.
Even though it's a Green Day Slash between young Mike and Billie it doesn't feel like your everyday fanfiction slash!
They don't fuck like rabbits with a lot of detail!
Haha, it actually has a story!
So Billie and Mike are together fucking like rabbits... wait... And Billie gets preggers!
So they have like massive huge ridiculous fights! And they- poop, can't reveal everything, but I'm on the sequel, the part after the pregnancy!
It is awesome, I've cried like a maniac reading it and I've laughed too hard!
Here, go read! IS AWESOME! The first part has 44 'chapters' is kinda long, and the second part is still in the making reaching as of right now 20 'chapters'.

Yesterday was the worst day evurs! Lyk seriously!
No, but seriously, had the worst day imaginable... for me. I'm about to whine... a LOT!

So first thing, the day before I went out with my bro and her parents friends on their boat, was nice since I'd gotten of work early that day (around 10 AM). The problem was just when we were going home was that the boat kind of broke down.. well, the engine got overheated and we had to go very slow. And we started heading home at 6 PM and by that time I was exhausted.
So it took us around 2-3 hours to get back to the other shore, and when we got to the cars I was on the verge of falling asleep (was around 8 PM), but me and bro couldn't get a complete ride home instead we got dropped off at a bus stop, we took the bus and then I walked home. I ate dinner at 11 PM and went to bed at almost 12.
Woke up the next day at 6 AM (wooh, work) ate my darn breakfast and headed to the bus. And I was tired as fuck.
The first store I got to didn't open until 9AM. I got there around 8AM. So I cursed the fucking idiots who were to lazy to go up the normal time (which is 8) and went to the next store which took me almost an hour because I had to switch buses, and I went the wrong way.
But I got there Finally and it went by quickly so I went to the next store though apparently the order I'd made a few days before wouldn't be arriving until another hour, but I take the shot and go anyway, and whipply do, my things had gotten there an hour early, so no need to feel anxious.
And it takes a long time in that place, mostly cause I have to unpack and unload and load on different things all the time and take an elevator up and down to get the stuff I need.
So when I get back to the first store it's 4.30PM, and of course the guy who'd been there the week before did not know how to lay an order so I had nothing to fill up with!
So I cursed some more fucking idiots in that store.
Anyways, when I was finished there I was going to take the bus home, but of course I just miss it, so I take another bus that will go around the place and then take me home, but No. The bus goes round and then the driver is going home, so I have to jump off at the place I started at. So I looked up when the other buses left and of course I just miss it again, so god damn me I curse the whole fucking place and take the train home.
And I hadn't eaten since breakfast that day, because I thought that maybe the next store would be finished quickly and that I could go without food until the next store. Never EVER think so, I was so close on falling down under my own weight (and the weight of the candy) that I felt like a piece of shit brick.

Yeah, I didn't really sleep well last night either, woke up at around 2AM because my parents were watching tv and it woke me up and I needed to pee kinda badly but I forced myself back to sleep because I was to tired to pee.

Story of my fucking life man.

haha, and tomorrow I'll be working in one store only! and then I'll be free for five days until I have to go back to work again and work for seven days... again.
ugh

And I wanna go home
Oh Green Day, you lighten my day! Emenius Sleepus have been the song on my mind lately.
And that entry yesterday, yeah I was a total drama queen. Even though I'm still one but man, waah waah was all that came out of my mouth yesterday, lajk damn gurl!

Anyways, all my sorrows disappeared today after I'd sent away the order on the shitty piece of crap technology called hand-terminal (that didn't work when I tried using it the first time).
Told my mom that everyone at Candy King should get an iPhone to make orders on. Even though the iPhone isn't flawless, it would sure as hell be better than the brick we use now.
And I May buy an used iPhone 3gs from my friends brother, but it's 2500kr (it cost around 6000 from the start I think) so I'll have to bust my as- hahaha, I'm just playing, I actually already have that kind of cash! Bam!

I seriously feel fucked up right now. I'm crying for no reason other than that I really don't want to go to work tomorrow.
I know it's really stupid since I'll get paid for it, but I hate my job so much it makes me miserable.
But I need it, so I can't quit. And on that note it's really hard to find a job nowadays anyways, at least when you haven't finished school and are without a good degree of some sort.
And who likes their job when they're in their teens anyway? I don't think any teen these days have a job they really enjoy.
And what other job would I suffice for? A cashier? A burger flipper at the D's?
All I actually would care for right now is a job with awesome co-workers, which Candy King isn't providing me with (since I work alone on the field). But the ones I've met are good though, but it's on very rare occasions (Easter and Christmas, and then I mostly work with my mom).
And the ones working at the stores I go to don't really talk to me, since we're not working on the same stuff or they're either assholes that just want to go to the break-room.

But I'll get a grip. Just working for seven days now, then I have a five day break, work for seven days again, have a two day break and then work for another five days. Then I'm done for July... Well, July will be over. Then we have August which I'll be working every weekend (except for when I go to Gothenburg... have to put someone else on those two days.)