It's just work
Been working for the last two days and somehow I've gotten an inflammation in my left wrist (I'm right handed, for the life of me I cannot understand why it's in my left one!) and it hurts so fucking bad when I work (and I think I've gotten because of work) but I still have to do it, or the money haul won't be in my pocket (and I like that money haul dammit!).
But also, work makes me somewhat depressed, mostly because I'm alone when working but also because people are asses and I have slightly anger management problems (I can't go around yelling at the customers, then I'd be thrown out of the store!), and so I grunt for myself. Damn, I have the futuristics of a cat lady! Great! :D
And today my friend turns 17! We celebrated her yesterday (though she said it was just a dinner, so I didn't have a present but everybody else did and then I felt like a douche for not having one so I gave her one of mine unopened Tic-Tac boxes and I love tic tacs so that means a lot *Breaths in* hrm...) but I almost fell asleep 'round 9, because of work.
I'm unsocial on even weekends :(
But also, work makes me somewhat depressed, mostly because I'm alone when working but also because people are asses and I have slightly anger management problems (I can't go around yelling at the customers, then I'd be thrown out of the store!), and so I grunt for myself. Damn, I have the futuristics of a cat lady! Great! :D
And today my friend turns 17! We celebrated her yesterday (though she said it was just a dinner, so I didn't have a present but everybody else did and then I felt like a douche for not having one so I gave her one of mine unopened Tic-Tac boxes and I love tic tacs so that means a lot *Breaths in* hrm...) but I almost fell asleep 'round 9, because of work.
I'm unsocial on even weekends :(
Dreamland
I had the fucking freakiest dream last night.
First I need you to know that I've been on a dry spell for over a year now, and some parts of this dream is because of that (hehe)
So, everything starts with that a guy wants to borrow money (the guy with the cute hair in my class) and so I lend him 300kr (no idea why he needed it though)
And so we go to a field, kinda, with the whole class and we meet a girl that is suicidal and we help her get out of it (I don't remember how).
And the field trip ends and we get back to school and so the Cute hair boy says: I can pay you back now. Here; 200kr and sex (first I though he said 206)
and the whole class was starring, waiting for my answer. As the lights went up in my head and I realized he had said 200 and sex instead of 206, I said with a smile: okay.
And somehow we were back on that field (there is a lot missing, can't remember) and then he got injured, he got a huge cut just above his hip and the blood was gushing, so we ran to the I.R which, coincidently, was just next to us on a fucking field. And while he got fixed up and I was bawling like a 6-year-old, the suicide girl came up to me together with a nurse that handed me a paper.
It was a paper with the permission to end the girls life, with medication.
I was of course baffled, we had saved her for no reason. I tried to set her straight and not do it, but her mind was made up.
Then I kind of woke up.
It was fucked up. maybe I should stop reading Men, Women and Chainsaws, my dreams are turning into crappy horror flicks that aren't scary!
First I need you to know that I've been on a dry spell for over a year now, and some parts of this dream is because of that (hehe)
So, everything starts with that a guy wants to borrow money (the guy with the cute hair in my class) and so I lend him 300kr (no idea why he needed it though)
And so we go to a field, kinda, with the whole class and we meet a girl that is suicidal and we help her get out of it (I don't remember how).
And the field trip ends and we get back to school and so the Cute hair boy says: I can pay you back now. Here; 200kr and sex (first I though he said 206)
and the whole class was starring, waiting for my answer. As the lights went up in my head and I realized he had said 200 and sex instead of 206, I said with a smile: okay.
And somehow we were back on that field (there is a lot missing, can't remember) and then he got injured, he got a huge cut just above his hip and the blood was gushing, so we ran to the I.R which, coincidently, was just next to us on a fucking field. And while he got fixed up and I was bawling like a 6-year-old, the suicide girl came up to me together with a nurse that handed me a paper.
It was a paper with the permission to end the girls life, with medication.
I was of course baffled, we had saved her for no reason. I tried to set her straight and not do it, but her mind was made up.
Then I kind of woke up.
It was fucked up. maybe I should stop reading Men, Women and Chainsaws, my dreams are turning into crappy horror flicks that aren't scary!
Holocaust Memorial Day
The title says it all, this entry is in an all seriousness that I usually don't use on here (I'm usually using a bit of sugar and salt (as in, I'm not entirely serious), but not now)
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Yesterday, 27/1, it was the Holocaust Memorial Day and I only found out when I got to church last night.
And the priest said: We're going to do an ''experience-walk'' with you guys, so put on the blindfolds and stand in line with your hands on each others shoulders.
Everybody was like: Okay :D this'll be fun
And so we stand there, blind and then the music starts... and it was really a doomsday song. And so we started walking and the priest started talking about how the Nazis took the Jews from their homes and then we stopped walking.
after a minute or so we started walking again, now this time he talked about the rides to the camps and we walked on something that either resembled gravel or ashes (I was thinking about the burned bodies and that their ashes are strewn out on the streets) and then we stopped again and we were parted to stand in shorter lines. Then he said: The Jews then were sorted into groups.
Then we were all separated.
He kept on: They were divided into: Men who were still of use *they shoved the usable men into a group*, Men who weren't of use anymore *they were also shoved into a group* Women who were still of use *me and other girls were shoved into a group* Women and children who weren't of use *more shoving*.
Then he went on about that those who weren't of use got gassed immediately and we who were of use got to work our asses for barely any food at all. (we didn't actually do that, he stopped there and we got to sit down)
When we got to take off the blindfolds they showed us two clips from 'Schindler's List': first clip was about them living in the ''barracks'' and one was telling about the gassing (no one believed her) and the second clip was about the nazis sorting out the unusable again, and the women put their own blood on their cheeks to look more lively and to survive and then they had to see their children being shipped away in trucks, and hell kinda just broke lose. (I actually got tears in my eyes and a little hard time breathing.) But some kids had the intelligence to hide (even if they hid in the ''toilet'' which was just fucking horrendous).
It was fun and horrible at the same time, it's hard to explain but, I'm glad I went yesterday.
I've always (well since 6th grade) had the thought that if I would've been living in '39 I would be dead damn quickly, I have skin problems, I'm dark eyed and brunette and I have back, knee and leg problems. I would've been useless for the Nazis.
Horrible things and horrible people go hand in hand.
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Yesterday, 27/1, it was the Holocaust Memorial Day and I only found out when I got to church last night.
And the priest said: We're going to do an ''experience-walk'' with you guys, so put on the blindfolds and stand in line with your hands on each others shoulders.
Everybody was like: Okay :D this'll be fun
And so we stand there, blind and then the music starts... and it was really a doomsday song. And so we started walking and the priest started talking about how the Nazis took the Jews from their homes and then we stopped walking.
after a minute or so we started walking again, now this time he talked about the rides to the camps and we walked on something that either resembled gravel or ashes (I was thinking about the burned bodies and that their ashes are strewn out on the streets) and then we stopped again and we were parted to stand in shorter lines. Then he said: The Jews then were sorted into groups.
Then we were all separated.
He kept on: They were divided into: Men who were still of use *they shoved the usable men into a group*, Men who weren't of use anymore *they were also shoved into a group* Women who were still of use *me and other girls were shoved into a group* Women and children who weren't of use *more shoving*.
Then he went on about that those who weren't of use got gassed immediately and we who were of use got to work our asses for barely any food at all. (we didn't actually do that, he stopped there and we got to sit down)
When we got to take off the blindfolds they showed us two clips from 'Schindler's List': first clip was about them living in the ''barracks'' and one was telling about the gassing (no one believed her) and the second clip was about the nazis sorting out the unusable again, and the women put their own blood on their cheeks to look more lively and to survive and then they had to see their children being shipped away in trucks, and hell kinda just broke lose. (I actually got tears in my eyes and a little hard time breathing.) But some kids had the intelligence to hide (even if they hid in the ''toilet'' which was just fucking horrendous).It was fun and horrible at the same time, it's hard to explain but, I'm glad I went yesterday.
I've always (well since 6th grade) had the thought that if I would've been living in '39 I would be dead damn quickly, I have skin problems, I'm dark eyed and brunette and I have back, knee and leg problems. I would've been useless for the Nazis.
Horrible things and horrible people go hand in hand.
No shit, Sherlock!
Saw Sherlock Holmes last Saturday! Fucking awesome movie! I got the bestest of drools! Oooh, fuck me, jews are HAWT!Robert Downey Jr. in that movie is just... better than in Iron Man! Love his hair, it's just so cute (haha, looks a bit like a guy in my class, I wanna touch that yes!)
Loved how he planned out the fighting in slow-mo and then you got to see it in real time!
Okay, so it's about how Watson and Holmes solve detective work (it's awesome!) and this one dude, lord blackwood (ooh, how I laughed at his name. He is sooo white!), is a dark magician and makes London go 'FUUUUUUCK! We're doomed!' as he rise from the dead.
There's explosions, sexy chicks (though I didn't quite think Rachel McAdams fitted in the movie, she will always be in 'hot chick' playing a dude (I see her as a dude there yes!)), really hot guys (well one) and great plot!
At some points you were completely lost! Like when RDJ was naked and cuffed to the bed and said: The key to my release is under the pillow *lies sexily on his crotch*
I was lost in my own drool, literally!
It's both a girls movie as much as it is a guys movie! so I'll give it a 9/10. (On Somethings I was just: wha?)
Maybe I should stop drooling over really old men... It's getting like a nasty habit. I don't like guys my age... at all!
The experience, the maturity, the beards, the skills (hehe) it is just such a ... turn-on!
But, older dudes have the tendency to uhm... get.. unfit, really quick.
I have to wait 'til I'm 30 to get the men I want, sigh.
Kiddoz
Whenever a child or someone with a baby carriage comes into the hallway of the 'school' building every girl squeals with a fleeting joy. Except for me of course.
I have never liked children in my 17 (soon 18) years of living. And I never plan on having any of my own. Why?
I have many reasons, but I'll pinpoint 2: 1 - They're obnoxious, 2 - I got the worst genes possible out of my three siblings.
I would seriously feel bad for the kid I would give birth to; the kid would have REALLY bad eyesight, about 2-3 types of skin diseases, allergies (against chocolate, citrus and other fucked up shit), it would be short and probably slutty too. Somehow sluttyness runs in my veins, from the line of Fors (my sister is a little slutty, my mom was a slut, my grandma is too and so on and so on)
Me as a mom would just be a horrible idea! Poor kid man. And it would probably also be beaten with the ugly stick, because seriously, I hooked a guy because he liked my Hair, I hooked a guy because he was an ass (and taps everything), I hooked a guy because he was so wasted he didn't remember I was there (he constantly talked about other girls he wanted to screw), I hooked a guy cause he was wasted and I was kinda forcing (bad break-ups make em desperate)
I'm the crappiest of role-models. I've only gotten one guy in my arms, and bitch left me for another girl.
So lets state the fact: I'm not hot.
And kids... we just don't get along.
I have never liked children in my 17 (soon 18) years of living. And I never plan on having any of my own. Why?
I have many reasons, but I'll pinpoint 2: 1 - They're obnoxious, 2 - I got the worst genes possible out of my three siblings.
I would seriously feel bad for the kid I would give birth to; the kid would have REALLY bad eyesight, about 2-3 types of skin diseases, allergies (against chocolate, citrus and other fucked up shit), it would be short and probably slutty too. Somehow sluttyness runs in my veins, from the line of Fors (my sister is a little slutty, my mom was a slut, my grandma is too and so on and so on)
Me as a mom would just be a horrible idea! Poor kid man. And it would probably also be beaten with the ugly stick, because seriously, I hooked a guy because he liked my Hair, I hooked a guy because he was an ass (and taps everything), I hooked a guy because he was so wasted he didn't remember I was there (he constantly talked about other girls he wanted to screw), I hooked a guy cause he was wasted and I was kinda forcing (bad break-ups make em desperate)
I'm the crappiest of role-models. I've only gotten one guy in my arms, and bitch left me for another girl.
So lets state the fact: I'm not hot.
And kids... we just don't get along.
Work work for money
Got a call from the team leader at work, she asked if I wanted to work on Thursday and Friday, I said yes just forgetting about guitar practice I have directly after school! But I have two practices on Thursdays so I think it'll be okay.
And on Friday there's a 'Battle of the Bands' and I'll be there cheering on the dudes of 'Dalai Duchéss', since I know the bassist somewhat, he's in the guitar ensemble (he plays regular acoustic there but in the band he plays bass... I never saw the connection either)
Anyways, I think my daily-morning workout is going pretty good. I have a list of what I shall do on my whiteboard but I always extend it by a lot while I'm at it.
But this morning I didn't do a morning workout since my first class was gym class. So I got to sleep in (haha, I just went up the time I usually did before, oh sleeping in my ass. I'm so smart)
Also, I've just ordered 'Bran Hambric: The Farfield Curse' by Kaleb Nation, cause I'm a nation-ninja!... a little... not really... but I can try!
And on Friday there's a 'Battle of the Bands' and I'll be there cheering on the dudes of 'Dalai Duchéss', since I know the bassist somewhat, he's in the guitar ensemble (he plays regular acoustic there but in the band he plays bass... I never saw the connection either)
Anyways, I think my daily-morning workout is going pretty good. I have a list of what I shall do on my whiteboard but I always extend it by a lot while I'm at it.
But this morning I didn't do a morning workout since my first class was gym class. So I got to sleep in (haha, I just went up the time I usually did before, oh sleeping in my ass. I'm so smart)
Also, I've just ordered 'Bran Hambric: The Farfield Curse' by Kaleb Nation, cause I'm a nation-ninja!... a little... not really... but I can try!
Wo-Whistle!
So much sense in that headline yo!
I'm on a coffee rush! Long time since I had one of those! I've always just been tired all the time (blasphemy school and work!)
How I missed thee rush!
Anywhosle, today went better than expected! Got teamed up with them other two girls that I hang with in class and they had a recipe ready! I was actually almost whored out, since people got to choose who to be with and we're an uneven number in girls (boys have cooties! euuw!!! (oh the lols I'm having right nao)) but we got to make a team of three.
As to my other entry, I still think my class suck. It sucks that I'm the older one (I turn fucking 18 in Less than three (<3 see what I did thur?) months!) and I'm not fitting in to this class, because they're all a bunch of immature fuckbags. But don't get me wrong, most of my friends are born '93 and they're not like my classmates.
Yes, I am an immature douche too, but I have manners.
I don't sing randomly in the classroom, I don't shout out of nowhere, I don't complain about a text being too hard to read (because it ain't) and I don't do just fucked up stuff, because, oh shit, I want to finish school with a good degree, not with something that's been picked out of the garbage because I couldn't get any better!
For fuck sake, can't just people manner up in the classroom?? I don't care what you do in your spare time, as long as you don't bother me whenever I try to concentrate!
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I wanna be a teacher. Just for one day, because I'd probably be thrown in jail at the end of it.
Oh and, take this with a slight pinch of salt, I'm just pissed and on the second week of Still being on my period (yaaay)
I has the rightz to complain (haha, not really! :D I just like it anyway, and this is das only place I Can snap)
I'm on a coffee rush! Long time since I had one of those! I've always just been tired all the time (blasphemy school and work!)
How I missed thee rush!
Anywhosle, today went better than expected! Got teamed up with them other two girls that I hang with in class and they had a recipe ready! I was actually almost whored out, since people got to choose who to be with and we're an uneven number in girls (boys have cooties! euuw!!! (oh the lols I'm having right nao)) but we got to make a team of three.
As to my other entry, I still think my class suck. It sucks that I'm the older one (I turn fucking 18 in Less than three (<3 see what I did thur?) months!) and I'm not fitting in to this class, because they're all a bunch of immature fuckbags. But don't get me wrong, most of my friends are born '93 and they're not like my classmates.
Yes, I am an immature douche too, but I have manners.
I don't sing randomly in the classroom, I don't shout out of nowhere, I don't complain about a text being too hard to read (because it ain't) and I don't do just fucked up stuff, because, oh shit, I want to finish school with a good degree, not with something that's been picked out of the garbage because I couldn't get any better!
For fuck sake, can't just people manner up in the classroom?? I don't care what you do in your spare time, as long as you don't bother me whenever I try to concentrate!
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I wanna be a teacher. Just for one day, because I'd probably be thrown in jail at the end of it.
Oh and, take this with a slight pinch of salt, I'm just pissed and on the second week of Still being on my period (yaaay)
I has the rightz to complain (haha, not really! :D I just like it anyway, and this is das only place I Can snap)
Cook dammit!
So today, Monday, we're supposed to make a main course without a recipe.
We have different provisions to choose from and we can make whatever the fuck we want.
The problem is that since I was working this weekend I forgot about this and I haven't checked any recipes or even tried making anything (I've boiled eggs.. that's it). I haven't even checked the paper on what there'll be in the kitchen! Though I have it in front of me right now, and I still have problems coming up with something to do!
And the worst thing is that we're gonna be paired up. And half my class is born with idiocy and loud mouthed stupidity! My class pretty much suck.
Not saying that I'm any better (though I'm not loud mouthed in the classroom nor do I come with the most utterly stupid comments ever) but there couldn't be anymore annoying people in one room at the same time!
Though there are some people that aren't so bad.
Proof that my class isn't all the way up there: I have glasses/lenses, and this other dude wear glasses (even in the kitchen, #1 stupidity) and I asked what strength he had on them (if you have glasses, you Have to know what you have, or you're screwed and will live with your parents forever) his answer: I don't know *Cue stupid smile* hehe, a lot?
And that is one thing only. We're 16 in the class. I can't tell everything, would take too long.
We have different provisions to choose from and we can make whatever the fuck we want.
The problem is that since I was working this weekend I forgot about this and I haven't checked any recipes or even tried making anything (I've boiled eggs.. that's it). I haven't even checked the paper on what there'll be in the kitchen! Though I have it in front of me right now, and I still have problems coming up with something to do!
And the worst thing is that we're gonna be paired up. And half my class is born with idiocy and loud mouthed stupidity! My class pretty much suck.
Not saying that I'm any better (though I'm not loud mouthed in the classroom nor do I come with the most utterly stupid comments ever) but there couldn't be anymore annoying people in one room at the same time!
Though there are some people that aren't so bad.
Proof that my class isn't all the way up there: I have glasses/lenses, and this other dude wear glasses (even in the kitchen, #1 stupidity) and I asked what strength he had on them (if you have glasses, you Have to know what you have, or you're screwed and will live with your parents forever) his answer: I don't know *Cue stupid smile* hehe, a lot?
And that is one thing only. We're 16 in the class. I can't tell everything, would take too long.
Men, Women and Chainsaws
Today I went to the library to get a book that only existed in one library in all of Stockholm. I now have that book in front of me. It's what the title says.Why I'd get it? Dude, see the title! It's about the genre horror in all it's aspects, how it's build up and all that in between. It's on 236 pages. And it's all about the horror. Think I'll like this book :P
I decided to read it since Eli Roth mentioned this book in an interview and said that it explained most aspects in the genre!
And I love working myself down in shit I love!
So the next following weeks I'll engross in this book.
But tomorrow it's back to work and up at 6AM, and I also have to figure out what dish I'll be making on Monday (we can do whatever we want, it's a ''provision basket'' thing type and it's to test us. I'll screw everything up!)
Morning!
So I stuck with my work out! I'm in love with myself! Haha, jokes aside, I fell fucking great! It was awesome doing this! So with that said I will stick with the work out for a very very long time! Can't wait for the ice to melt, then I can go out and run (don't wanna slip and fall) around the house, I'll probably take two laps though, it's not a very long run. And besides the work out I did this morning only took an half hour (starting slow), and the other half hour I put in the kitchen (making dem noms and cleaning. Gonna do the laundry when I come home, mom's tired of doing it so, and I really need to learn how to wash clothes)
With that said I now have to go to school!
With that said I now have to go to school!
Work the fuck out!
Yes! I'm gonna start doing morning work out! AND I'm gonna go through it! It's not just cheap talk (hehe, cheapsex BDB)! I'm gonna go up 6AM everyday (Exceptions is when I'm working, then I don't have the time, and when I'm going on TET (prao) I'll probably go up at 5AM) and do some quick work out at home and take a quick jog around the house. I've estimated it will take about an hour, so I will have the time to take a shower and eat breakfast!
I'm starting tomorrow since I thought of this like a minute ago.
I want to slim my body down, not rough it up, so I'll also go swimming once every week (Fridays), not doing my old swimming when I was competing though (that'll only give me big shoulders again)
But yes, I've got it all down!
I'm starting tomorrow since I thought of this like a minute ago.
I want to slim my body down, not rough it up, so I'll also go swimming once every week (Fridays), not doing my old swimming when I was competing though (that'll only give me big shoulders again)
But yes, I've got it all down!
Fuck Yeah, Jewish Men!
You have no idea how much I LOVE Jewish men! First off: Who can deny the Jew-fro? WHO!? No one!
And just damn, have you seen the Jewish Girls!???? Fucking delicious! I wish I was Jewish. Me and my friend were talking about converting into Jews, that way we'll instantly turn hot!
But seriously though, This Page made me gawk! I had no idea Robert Downey Jr. was a Jew!! Though you could kinda tell by how hot he is (Rawr) and James Franco (the whole Franco family is fucking hot) and whole buncha other people! (there's also one with girls, duh)
And of course Eli Roth is one of those hot Jewish guys and boy does he make me melt. I read this interview he did with the Blueberries (Wish I'd been on ONTD in August), and I was all over the place. Sigh, It'll never happen though. Wish it could. And damn do I wish it good.
My obsessions beat yours by a horse length ;)
Also, while my friend was here gushing over Eli Roth with me we exchanged x-mas gifts! (The second one for this year) She got her shirt (which she forgot along with her chap stick, girl is running) and I got a coffee mug which had the text: Morning After Mug
And it had two handles!! I loved it to death! definitely using next time I'm hungover. And I also got mints, or more exactly: Morning after mints!
<3 so fucking ridiculously great! Now whenever I bring a hot catch with me home I can just pop a mint in my mouth and wake them with a smile ;)
And just damn, have you seen the Jewish Girls!???? Fucking delicious! I wish I was Jewish. Me and my friend were talking about converting into Jews, that way we'll instantly turn hot!
But seriously though, This Page made me gawk! I had no idea Robert Downey Jr. was a Jew!! Though you could kinda tell by how hot he is (Rawr) and James Franco (the whole Franco family is fucking hot) and whole buncha other people! (there's also one with girls, duh)
And of course Eli Roth is one of those hot Jewish guys and boy does he make me melt. I read this interview he did with the Blueberries (Wish I'd been on ONTD in August), and I was all over the place. Sigh, It'll never happen though. Wish it could. And damn do I wish it good.
My obsessions beat yours by a horse length ;)
Also, while my friend was here gushing over Eli Roth with me we exchanged x-mas gifts! (The second one for this year) She got her shirt (which she forgot along with her chap stick, girl is running) and I got a coffee mug which had the text: Morning After Mug
And it had two handles!! I loved it to death! definitely using next time I'm hungover. And I also got mints, or more exactly: Morning after mints!
<3 so fucking ridiculously great! Now whenever I bring a hot catch with me home I can just pop a mint in my mouth and wake them with a smile ;)
Equal minds are psychotic
Upon reading this (13 pages), I realized that not only is Eli Roth a hot dude and an awesome director, but he's as fucked up as I am.I'm glad to know I'm not the only who talks to myself all the time, has music playing inside my head at most times and snapping inside of my head/on paper because of work.
Like Jesus Christ, I've found my fucking soul mate, only problem is he's 20 years older (though yay for April child).
Dude is also tough! If you get the urge and time to actually read through what he's written you'll understand. Being a director must suck, but it's something he loves and as I see it his directing career must be like a child. You love it, but damn is it hard to take care of and keep up!
When I start working I probably want to start my own business after a while, because I don't want to be bossed around in someone else's kitchen/bakery for the rest of my life! Though I'm looking forward to trying out being in a bakery for the first time week 10 (excited much yes!) Even if I'll be bossed around (but I gotta work my way up!)
Also, today I got PAXTON! Panik said that I wouldn't get him until February 1st and I was bummed about that, but as I was checking the mail I had two notifications, one from lensway (yay, new improved lenses, I'm not blind!) and one I had no clue where it came from. So when I went down to collect my stuff oh boy the smile on my face when I saw the dude picking up a big box where it stood 'Toys' on... I knew what it was! Other customers were like: wtf.. toys?
I opened it as soon as I got home. The only problem was this: Should I open it or not? It is a collectible after all.
But I'm a kid, I was like: SCREW IT!
And he did come with the chainsaw <3 and fitting arms for the chainsaw too! But right now he's standing with the knife. And his fingers are gone! I love that feature! (He's wearing gloves, but you can see he's not supposed to have those fingers!)
He's way too detailed. I've found my love! <3
Sleep!
Yesterday a 'friend' of mine wanted me to sleep at the place he was staying at. It's this big ass house so I was like: Sure!
Now, this is my Ex's friend and quite frankly he's been annoying me with texts for about 2 weeks now.
But I still go just to be 'nice' and boy to I have horror flicks with me, and I know he doesn't fancy them. Damn did I scare the shit outta him.
We stayed up til like 5AM watching movies, I was laughing and having a blast watching them movies and he was cowering like a baby :D
When I went to sleep in one of the bedrooms he comes in and says: If it gets too cold in here, you can come sleep with me.
My first thought was: Not another love sick boy *sigh*
I hate them love sick boys, because I most of the time don't like them back and most of the time they just text stupid shit and it annoys the living fuck out of me!
So what have we learned today?
Never ever meet someone out of pity. Blargh!
And also, bro came home yesterday from USA, but we met today! (Even though I overslept) :D We ate sushi, exchanged christmas gifts (I got a very colorful shirt <3 and green and glow-in-the-dark shoelaces (two different ones)) and watched 'American Pie: The Wedding' since she hadn't seen it.
But awesome day, kinda, going to sleep nao!
Now, this is my Ex's friend and quite frankly he's been annoying me with texts for about 2 weeks now.
But I still go just to be 'nice' and boy to I have horror flicks with me, and I know he doesn't fancy them. Damn did I scare the shit outta him.
We stayed up til like 5AM watching movies, I was laughing and having a blast watching them movies and he was cowering like a baby :D
When I went to sleep in one of the bedrooms he comes in and says: If it gets too cold in here, you can come sleep with me.
My first thought was: Not another love sick boy *sigh*
I hate them love sick boys, because I most of the time don't like them back and most of the time they just text stupid shit and it annoys the living fuck out of me!
So what have we learned today?
Never ever meet someone out of pity. Blargh!
And also, bro came home yesterday from USA, but we met today! (Even though I overslept) :D We ate sushi, exchanged christmas gifts (I got a very colorful shirt <3 and green and glow-in-the-dark shoelaces (two different ones)) and watched 'American Pie: The Wedding' since she hadn't seen it.
But awesome day, kinda, going to sleep nao!
Blindside
Today I went to the optician to check how bad my sight had turned in one year. I'm in desperate need of new glasses, and I've been for a while, but I got very surprised when he told me that my eyesight had gone from -2.50 to -3.50 (and -3.25 on my left eye). To someone that doesn't wear glasses this info means shit. The minus stands for that I'm nearsighted, and when the number increases the less I can see further away. (does that make sense?)
So in a year, were I haven't been in a growth spurt, my eyesight have gone from poor to very poor.
With my calculating I will be blind in less than 10 years.
I'm scared shitless.
Me and my mom have been talking about LASIK (eye laser surgery), and we've looked at some prices online and it's... more expensive than a boob-job, since the price gets doubled if you're getting both eyes (because hey, who's blind on Both eyes, know what I'm saying, haha ahaha aah)
But seriously though. This is something I really have to put consideration into and it is scaring me.
Instead of saving money for a dog I'll have to start saving money for this surgery.
So in a year, were I haven't been in a growth spurt, my eyesight have gone from poor to very poor.
With my calculating I will be blind in less than 10 years.
I'm scared shitless.
Me and my mom have been talking about LASIK (eye laser surgery), and we've looked at some prices online and it's... more expensive than a boob-job, since the price gets doubled if you're getting both eyes (because hey, who's blind on Both eyes, know what I'm saying, haha ahaha aah)
But seriously though. This is something I really have to put consideration into and it is scaring me.
Instead of saving money for a dog I'll have to start saving money for this surgery.
Strippahs!
So I did see 'Zombie Strippers' (2008) yesterday! I mostly bought the movie because Robert Englund's in it, my sister though reacted that Jenna Jameson was in it (I had no idea who she was) and said: She's the worlds biggest porn star! (now I know what she watches) and she had no idea who Englund was!But what can I say, it had lots of fucking blood, stripping girls and military people. The military people had terrible acting! it hurt to watch, but the stripping made up for it. I am not kidding when it was an half hour of just strip teases and nothing else! I learned some good moves!
And then oh the blood and gore came on! Some things we're terribly made and some were really good! the head shots were terrible though. I've seen better effects on ShaneDawson on youtube!
The loose plot is scientists make a zombie virus to improve soldiers or some shit and the military comes to eliminate the people that got infected and as a result the newbie gets infected and bites Jenna Jameson at a stripclub (go figure) and so she becomes a badass stripper, more BA than before! And all the guys are like: We only want the Zombie strippers!
And so the owner (Robert Englund) sees the money this could pull in and keeps on, even though she eats some customers.
All in all this movie was kinda bad, not the best acting but I got a good laugh. It is Silly-horror, but it's b-silly-horror. But it was okay, it's a guys movie for sure, but I'll give it a 5/10 since well, the stripping was good!!!!!!
And I also saw 'Happy Feet' (2006) and I adored it! Even if I saw it dubbed my heart just melted when they we're little ('I'm happy daddy!' 'B-but what are you doing with your feet?' 'They're happy too!' AWWWWWWWWWWW!)Usually I'm not a sucker for those kinda things but it was in the middle of the night and I awed and laughed and I actually wept a little (which is very rare). But it's about emperor penguins and they find their soul mate by singing (some awesome singing there!) and then this one couple get an egg, and when he hatches he starts tapdancing right away! (fucking adorable!) and he can't sing! So this whole movie is about mumbles (which is the songless penguins name) and that the fish is disappearing, so he, since he gets banned from the flock for dancing tries to find out why the fish is gone!
I really liked this movie, it's not just a kids movie, it's for the more understanding as well (haha, kids are stupid!). I cried when he started hallucinating and just became numb, because I've been in such a state myself.
And this idiot said this movie was strange, and he's a douche! This movie gets 9/10, not a full score because the ending... could never happen. (sorry humanity, I don't believe in you)
And last but not least, 'Hostel: part II' (2007). I love both movies but my number one favorite killing is in part 2!The first girl that dies, I hate her because she's annoying (and has kissed Eli Roth, lucky bitch) and is so... spiritual! Anyways, so part 2 is basically the same as part one just this time it's girls! And one dude that the blond chick hooks up with (dude plays 'Victor Krum' (hp, goblet), which I've said multiple times to my friend but she denies it (Stanislav Lanevski)). These girls are on a class trip thing (study abroad kinda thing) in Rom and the girl model (they're painting) makes them go to Slovakia with her for a spa hostel (haha, not happening, that's not a hostel anymore) and then of course they're sold! And an American dude buys two of these girls, one to give to his pal that turns like 30+ something and so it turns from an awesome trip into a nightmare, for both parts (ooh, intriguing!)
But the first movie is definitely my favorite. Nobody beats Josh. He's just so fucking magnificent! And I like the running and the Asian girl with the eye (they did her eye with help from a condom! I love you extras <3)
But part 2 gets 9.5/10 Axelle was way too hot to go down like that....
While we're on the topic of Hostel, I bought a Hostel toy! (I hate and love myself for it, unnecessary money man)
It's of Paxton in the first movie when he's sporting the helmet and apron and the knife <3 it's in such a detail and it all just went for 35.97$ (around 235kr). The sad thing though is that I won't get it until 'round February :( that's a month from now!!
But just look at this baby! He's about 7 inches tall (17-18cm) and comes with variant parts (I am so hoping he comes with the chainsaw <3)
<3 I had to have him!War!!
So I've started playing Vampire Wars on Facebook, I'm addicted to it! I'ts better than Soroity Life and My Zoo AND farmville (though I've never acutally played that)
But man, I have a clan of 14 members and I'm unbeatable!!! not really... I accidently killed myself when I was fighting, I didn't check my health and Bam I won the fight but got killed (how does that make sense?)
But oh well!
And the New York missions are impossible, well one is since I don't have that ability... poop.
Screw that, I'mma wacth a movie instead.
Oh and, my computer is really slow because a trojan virus rolled in and opens some strange sites out of thin air and refuses to let me use the interwebs, so I'm on the laptop right now. When dad comes home I have to let him re-set my computer completley making me lose my hotel work, and I really really need it. I almost strated crying because I'm losing that work, have to hand it in before the 11th unless I want an F in hotel class.
Fuck A Duck!
Hail the Horror
So from my small collection I bought I've watched through some of them.
'The Funhouse' (1981) was total crap. Worst actors ever! But the mutated son's face was well made for being 80's!
And I was so excited to see this movie since it supposedly was a ''classic'' and the director's best movie (which made me drop my jaw, he made Poltergeist Waaay better than The Funhouse).
But it's about students sleeping in the funhouse, the carnival's haunted house (with them bad made dolls, haha), and they think it's romantic and shit, but they end up seeing a murder by one of the workers and then a stupid dude steals the money and they get kinda caught and hunted down.
It's a good concept, but it was so fucking terrible acting and you didn't get to see most of the killings. (I would love if Eli Roth did a remake of this movie, but he said he wouldn't.)
And the surviving girl was just... god I wanted her to die! The movie would've been better if she died! Stupid cunt.
hrm, but what I did like about the movie was the CD cover. It was awesome! twas silvery and then there's blood splatter on it! :D It looks sick!
So all in all, crap movie gets 2/10 for good CD cover. (haha)
'P2' (2007) says: Never ever work late on fucking Christmas eve, you'll get kidnapped/killed!
I liked this, it had a new twist about it.
So this girl works late on Christmas eve in the office, when she's ready to go she calls and tells her family she's on the way with the Santa suit and all that jazz.
She then proceeds to the parking garage, where somehow her car is broken down, it's dead as shit.
So she tries going back in to call a cab but it's locked, so she finds the parking guard, he helps her very willingly and even asks if she doesn't wanna celebrate Christmas with him, which she takes as a joke, but ooh is she wrong! The dude seems so fucking nice and he's good looking too! You'd never see it coming that he kidnaps her, chains her to the table and wants her to eat dinner with him! Haha, I laughed at him being so nice and trying to be her friend, as if He was the one with Stockholm Syndrome instead of the victim!
But a very good fucking concept! glad I bought it (worth more than a buck)
It's not a gory movie, it's more of a mind-fuck and nervous-horror. (nervous/stress horror are fucking great because they always get me in a great fucking mood afterwards!)
So all in all, 9/10!
Onward I saw the remake of 'Halloween' from 2007 by Rob Zombie (original 1978) and it started with the kid that calls Hancoock an 'Asshole' with French accent... he's Mikey fucking Myers! And he did it great! It starts with that you get to see why he goes psycho bitch on everything and everyone. His stepdad calls him a fag (I though he was a girl with the clown mask at first actually, he had such a highpitched voice!), boys at his school bullies him, his mom is a stripper, his sister have an ugly ass boyfriend (seriously, he looks like shit), and his 1 year old sister is a screaming lil bitch. He kills them all, except for his mother (who's out working) and little sister because he Likes her!
So he goes to juvenile prison, grows up and never talks again and only makes masks until one day he escapes (cause the guards are fuck bags) and kills everyone, and I mean Everyone! And then he looks for his little sister, who doesn't know who he is and I wanted her to die so badly, she was just so ... she's a cunt.
But otherwise it was good, but the ending was just fucking annoying! I was not cheering on her to survive, I wanted her to die when there was an half hour left of the movie. So that destroyed everything!
And because of that It'll get 5/10, though I liked the slaughter but, she ruined it!
And last but not least, 'Hostel' (2005), twas the 2-disc one <3 hehe, mostly bought it for the shower scene in the extras; naked Eli is Good Eli!
Anyways, I've seen this movie about 4-5 times before, it never gets old! Though when I first saw the Hostel movies people said: It doesn't matter if you see part II before the first one!
I was like cool! So I didn't get shit what was happening in the beginning when that dude was like: oh my god I was in the first movie and made it into the second one!
I shat on the people who said that it didn't matter.
But, oh, Hostel, yes! It's fucking torture porn man! I feel the fucking pain of the people every fucking time! It hurts my ankles, my eye, my thighs and toes! It's just so awesomely made! KNB EFX <3
And the panic in Derek's voice (plays Josh) is so fucking... you seriously feel his panic!
I love Hostel, it almost make me wanna cover my eyes but I don't wanna miss it at the same time, haha.
And I love the connection with the backpackers looking at hookers through the windows, wondering which to buy and fuck and then them being the whores for the business men looking at them and wondering whom to kill.
This movie is definitely a 10/10, the actors are good, the effects are awesome, the concept is god damn great and it's something you have to see!
I'll probably watch 'Zombie Strippers' tomorrow xD Bought it Only because Robert Englund's in it haha, sounds like shit though!
'The Funhouse' (1981) was total crap. Worst actors ever! But the mutated son's face was well made for being 80's!And I was so excited to see this movie since it supposedly was a ''classic'' and the director's best movie (which made me drop my jaw, he made Poltergeist Waaay better than The Funhouse).
But it's about students sleeping in the funhouse, the carnival's haunted house (with them bad made dolls, haha), and they think it's romantic and shit, but they end up seeing a murder by one of the workers and then a stupid dude steals the money and they get kinda caught and hunted down.
It's a good concept, but it was so fucking terrible acting and you didn't get to see most of the killings. (I would love if Eli Roth did a remake of this movie, but he said he wouldn't.)
And the surviving girl was just... god I wanted her to die! The movie would've been better if she died! Stupid cunt.
hrm, but what I did like about the movie was the CD cover. It was awesome! twas silvery and then there's blood splatter on it! :D It looks sick!
So all in all, crap movie gets 2/10 for good CD cover. (haha)
'P2' (2007) says: Never ever work late on fucking Christmas eve, you'll get kidnapped/killed!I liked this, it had a new twist about it.
So this girl works late on Christmas eve in the office, when she's ready to go she calls and tells her family she's on the way with the Santa suit and all that jazz.
She then proceeds to the parking garage, where somehow her car is broken down, it's dead as shit.
So she tries going back in to call a cab but it's locked, so she finds the parking guard, he helps her very willingly and even asks if she doesn't wanna celebrate Christmas with him, which she takes as a joke, but ooh is she wrong! The dude seems so fucking nice and he's good looking too! You'd never see it coming that he kidnaps her, chains her to the table and wants her to eat dinner with him! Haha, I laughed at him being so nice and trying to be her friend, as if He was the one with Stockholm Syndrome instead of the victim!
But a very good fucking concept! glad I bought it (worth more than a buck)
It's not a gory movie, it's more of a mind-fuck and nervous-horror. (nervous/stress horror are fucking great because they always get me in a great fucking mood afterwards!)
So all in all, 9/10!
Onward I saw the remake of 'Halloween' from 2007 by Rob Zombie (original 1978) and it started with the kid that calls Hancoock an 'Asshole' with French accent... he's Mikey fucking Myers! And he did it great! It starts with that you get to see why he goes psycho bitch on everything and everyone. His stepdad calls him a fag (I though he was a girl with the clown mask at first actually, he had such a highpitched voice!), boys at his school bullies him, his mom is a stripper, his sister have an ugly ass boyfriend (seriously, he looks like shit), and his 1 year old sister is a screaming lil bitch. He kills them all, except for his mother (who's out working) and little sister because he Likes her!So he goes to juvenile prison, grows up and never talks again and only makes masks until one day he escapes (cause the guards are fuck bags) and kills everyone, and I mean Everyone! And then he looks for his little sister, who doesn't know who he is and I wanted her to die so badly, she was just so ... she's a cunt.
But otherwise it was good, but the ending was just fucking annoying! I was not cheering on her to survive, I wanted her to die when there was an half hour left of the movie. So that destroyed everything!
And because of that It'll get 5/10, though I liked the slaughter but, she ruined it!
And last but not least, 'Hostel' (2005), twas the 2-disc one <3 hehe, mostly bought it for the shower scene in the extras; naked Eli is Good Eli!Anyways, I've seen this movie about 4-5 times before, it never gets old! Though when I first saw the Hostel movies people said: It doesn't matter if you see part II before the first one!
I was like cool! So I didn't get shit what was happening in the beginning when that dude was like: oh my god I was in the first movie and made it into the second one!
I shat on the people who said that it didn't matter.
But, oh, Hostel, yes! It's fucking torture porn man! I feel the fucking pain of the people every fucking time! It hurts my ankles, my eye, my thighs and toes! It's just so awesomely made! KNB EFX <3
And the panic in Derek's voice (plays Josh) is so fucking... you seriously feel his panic!
I love Hostel, it almost make me wanna cover my eyes but I don't wanna miss it at the same time, haha.
And I love the connection with the backpackers looking at hookers through the windows, wondering which to buy and fuck and then them being the whores for the business men looking at them and wondering whom to kill.
This movie is definitely a 10/10, the actors are good, the effects are awesome, the concept is god damn great and it's something you have to see!
I'll probably watch 'Zombie Strippers' tomorrow xD Bought it Only because Robert Englund's in it haha, sounds like shit though!
Life lesson
When I grow up I wanna be fat! Then I'll be happy!
haha, not really but I wish I'd never get fat (has mouth stuffed with cake), and I'm doing everything in my power to get fat :D bestest of ways to live life! (y)
But seriously though, when I get better I'll hit the gym faster than you can say catnippletwist!
Tomorrow my brother is supposed to work, but since he's sick I'll probably be the one who have to step in for him. And I've worked for the past two days, making me miss the New years eve after party, which probably would've been better if I went so I'd actually fallen asleep at 12 instead of 3, giving me a nice 3 hours sleep for Saturday (which was hell, everything was empty and I had about 2 ton candy to load up. took me 7 hours, after the fifth hour I was stumbling and seeing dark spots) and Sunday I got 4 hours of sleep, but it wasn't as bad as yesterday since I'd worked the candy down to about a 300-500kg, but I still had to take from the house since a lot was empty.
I really have a love-hate relationship with my job; I hate working but I love the paychecks!
haha, not really but I wish I'd never get fat (has mouth stuffed with cake), and I'm doing everything in my power to get fat :D bestest of ways to live life! (y)
But seriously though, when I get better I'll hit the gym faster than you can say catnippletwist!
Tomorrow my brother is supposed to work, but since he's sick I'll probably be the one who have to step in for him. And I've worked for the past two days, making me miss the New years eve after party, which probably would've been better if I went so I'd actually fallen asleep at 12 instead of 3, giving me a nice 3 hours sleep for Saturday (which was hell, everything was empty and I had about 2 ton candy to load up. took me 7 hours, after the fifth hour I was stumbling and seeing dark spots) and Sunday I got 4 hours of sleep, but it wasn't as bad as yesterday since I'd worked the candy down to about a 300-500kg, but I still had to take from the house since a lot was empty.
I really have a love-hate relationship with my job; I hate working but I love the paychecks!
Slow Dance?
MM, so my first entry into 2010, awesome toad really! I'm really happy how this year started off!
So let's start from the beginning!
I started the night with watching Hostel and most of it's extra jizz (<3 Eli) then we ate dinner; fancy schtuff like whitefish roe on toast, mini pies and lobster (fuck yeah, Canadian lobsters). Then I went on fixing my hair and dressed in my stringy dress (that twirls lovely when you dance but gets caught in everything!) and after some ow's and oh's I took the train (it wasn't late holy fuck!!!!!!!!) to end up at my friend the mixers house. I gave me two pals x-mas gifts and about 1½ hours later we left for the party! I had ''champagne'' (not real) that we popped at 12 and all I got was kisses from the girls (twas all good though) then we smoked cigars (better then cigarettes actually!) and watched the fireworks <3
Then the dancing started inside and I lost the feelings in my toes because of the cold.
So after a while we came to Slow-dancing and I didn't get someone to slow-dance with :( until Carlos Pedro the robot asked me (yay) and I almost fell asleep on his shoulder, I was tired, twas like 1AM and his vest buttons got stuck on my dress like a zillions times, haha, he was like 'It's a sign!' and when we finished I checked the train and I had to rush to catch the last one, I was in panics! And so the Zombie killer walked me to the station since I didn't know the way at all! And damn did we talk about zombies and schtuff, mostly I guess because I gave him a Zombie shirt as a x-mas gift at the party (twas an awesome shirt!) and right now I'm home and I have to clean off the make-up and go to sleep, 'tomorrow' (well today) there'll be another party! and I'm working on saturday, but it'll work out fine like last time (y)
Peace out and happy new year!
So let's start from the beginning!
I started the night with watching Hostel and most of it's extra jizz (<3 Eli) then we ate dinner; fancy schtuff like whitefish roe on toast, mini pies and lobster (fuck yeah, Canadian lobsters). Then I went on fixing my hair and dressed in my stringy dress (that twirls lovely when you dance but gets caught in everything!) and after some ow's and oh's I took the train (it wasn't late holy fuck!!!!!!!!) to end up at my friend the mixers house. I gave me two pals x-mas gifts and about 1½ hours later we left for the party! I had ''champagne'' (not real) that we popped at 12 and all I got was kisses from the girls (twas all good though) then we smoked cigars (better then cigarettes actually!) and watched the fireworks <3
Then the dancing started inside and I lost the feelings in my toes because of the cold.
So after a while we came to Slow-dancing and I didn't get someone to slow-dance with :( until Carlos Pedro the robot asked me (yay) and I almost fell asleep on his shoulder, I was tired, twas like 1AM and his vest buttons got stuck on my dress like a zillions times, haha, he was like 'It's a sign!' and when we finished I checked the train and I had to rush to catch the last one, I was in panics! And so the Zombie killer walked me to the station since I didn't know the way at all! And damn did we talk about zombies and schtuff, mostly I guess because I gave him a Zombie shirt as a x-mas gift at the party (twas an awesome shirt!) and right now I'm home and I have to clean off the make-up and go to sleep, 'tomorrow' (well today) there'll be another party! and I'm working on saturday, but it'll work out fine like last time (y)
Peace out and happy new year!
