Four Eyes!
Heya peeps! I'm getting glasses today! Kidding! I've had glasses for.... 8 years! (that took a long time to count!)
This day has been a little cracked up.
I got a package today with a t-shirt ('I Made This For You') and a sticker. I was supposed to get 20 stickers (mailed District Lines and they're sending the other 19).
I also mailed Warner Bros. support last Friday about a digital copy failure (A Nightmare On Elm Street blu-ray). Got the answer today, did everything they said and now the digital copy is gone... forever... I punched in the code and I didn't get the movie (it said it was going to download it, but nothing happened and you can only use the code Once, I tried doing it a second time but then the code had 'expired')
I'm actually too tired to mail them again about my new problems because when I tried it last Friday I probably tried for at least two hours (persistence!) and same thing today.
The thing with DL also wore me out a little since I had to double check Everything before I mailed them which took about an hour (e-mails, the package, the slips, their FAQ)
This whole week's been pretty damn bad.
Monday: practical test; we made macaroons and I failed miserably (First time I made them, second time everybody else made them)
Tuesday: My class mate thinks I think I'm better than everybody else and it wears me down completely. I don't know why I get so worn out by just that, but I feel so horrible because I want to help and she sees it differently.
I haven't zoned out this bad since probably '08 (when I was a total mess)
I'm going to sleep and I'm hopefully heading to the gym in the morning
This day has been a little cracked up.
I got a package today with a t-shirt ('I Made This For You') and a sticker. I was supposed to get 20 stickers (mailed District Lines and they're sending the other 19).
I also mailed Warner Bros. support last Friday about a digital copy failure (A Nightmare On Elm Street blu-ray). Got the answer today, did everything they said and now the digital copy is gone... forever... I punched in the code and I didn't get the movie (it said it was going to download it, but nothing happened and you can only use the code Once, I tried doing it a second time but then the code had 'expired')
I'm actually too tired to mail them again about my new problems because when I tried it last Friday I probably tried for at least two hours (persistence!) and same thing today.
The thing with DL also wore me out a little since I had to double check Everything before I mailed them which took about an hour (e-mails, the package, the slips, their FAQ)
This whole week's been pretty damn bad.
Monday: practical test; we made macaroons and I failed miserably (First time I made them, second time everybody else made them)
Tuesday: My class mate thinks I think I'm better than everybody else and it wears me down completely. I don't know why I get so worn out by just that, but I feel so horrible because I want to help and she sees it differently.
I haven't zoned out this bad since probably '08 (when I was a total mess)
I'm going to sleep and I'm hopefully heading to the gym in the morning
Medical
This entry is something that is really serious for once. Something I usually don't discuss.
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Tomorrow I will be heading to the doctor. You know I have skin issues, that I gladly Don't talk about, because hey, who wants to tell their friends they have Fungus (Mycosis) growing on their body? Hella fun!
It's a condition I will have to live with all my life (a diagnose I got when I was about 9) which includes Mycosis, Rash/Eczema and dry skin (whereas I shed like snake sometimes, humor it up!).
When I was younger I only had the rash, when I was six I was covered in it, it's on later years I got the.. other stuff.
I've had creams upon creams to try and get it all away, but they only help for the moment (which I'm glad for).
The winter is the worst. The cold tears on my skin and it dries out even easier.
And water... I'm almost allergic to it.
I still can't accept that I have this... Disease for the rest of my life, I will hate myself for the rest of my life, no matter how pretty I get I will always have that stuff on me, inside me.
I don't complain about this, I don't talk about it ever, I try to avoid questions as much as possible, but right now I had to get it out, because no one really knows about it.
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Tomorrow I will be heading to the doctor. You know I have skin issues, that I gladly Don't talk about, because hey, who wants to tell their friends they have Fungus (Mycosis) growing on their body? Hella fun!
It's a condition I will have to live with all my life (a diagnose I got when I was about 9) which includes Mycosis, Rash/Eczema and dry skin (whereas I shed like snake sometimes, humor it up!).
When I was younger I only had the rash, when I was six I was covered in it, it's on later years I got the.. other stuff.
I've had creams upon creams to try and get it all away, but they only help for the moment (which I'm glad for).
The winter is the worst. The cold tears on my skin and it dries out even easier.
And water... I'm almost allergic to it.
I still can't accept that I have this... Disease for the rest of my life, I will hate myself for the rest of my life, no matter how pretty I get I will always have that stuff on me, inside me.
I don't complain about this, I don't talk about it ever, I try to avoid questions as much as possible, but right now I had to get it out, because no one really knows about it.
