Mixed!
Okay okay! Have to get this out quick!
So I didn't ask him out, but I did ending up telling his best friend that I like him... wait... I told my good friend that I like his best friend! There!
And he's going to try and help me!
I thought I was going to get a heart attack when I told him. They do everything together!
But apparently he's busy with church on Fridays (ugh) so I doubt he'll skip church for me.
And if he says no, I have another guy to go with. He knows my situation. And if I went with another dude he would consider it as a date. I just want a date with drummer boy!
and speaking of... well.. I just bought a DSi pkmn white bundle! wooh! Way cheap!
And today I'm bleaching my hair and tomorrow I'm going to plan a birthday party over some coffee with a friend. Wednesday- No guitar! Thursday- guitar. Friday- movie. Weekend- work with a newbie.
Don't know what I shall do on Wednesday though...
So I didn't ask him out, but I did ending up telling his best friend that I like him... wait... I told my good friend that I like his best friend! There!
And he's going to try and help me!
I thought I was going to get a heart attack when I told him. They do everything together!
But apparently he's busy with church on Fridays (ugh) so I doubt he'll skip church for me.
And if he says no, I have another guy to go with. He knows my situation. And if I went with another dude he would consider it as a date. I just want a date with drummer boy!
and speaking of... well.. I just bought a DSi pkmn white bundle! wooh! Way cheap!
And today I'm bleaching my hair and tomorrow I'm going to plan a birthday party over some coffee with a friend. Wednesday- No guitar! Thursday- guitar. Friday- movie. Weekend- work with a newbie.
Don't know what I shall do on Wednesday though...
Sukkah Punch!
SO today I bought tickets to the movie 'Sucker Punch'. It's a pre-showing with an Q&A with the director afterwards (he made '300' and 'Watchmen'). And I bought two, assuming I would go with my bro or my homie.
Bro turned me down instantly, fucking Scholastic Aptitude Test! And my homie.. well... he almost said yes, but he also had that fucking shit! Fuck smart people! So tomorrow, I'm asking drummer boy if he wants to go with me. I'm getting balls tomorrow! If I don't, or he turns me down, I'll have like 2-4 other peeps I'll ask.
Won't be particularly funny to go to a screening by myself, sitting on the balcony, where it's two seats in every row. I will look lonely. I will be lonely...
I just hope He says yes!
Bro turned me down instantly, fucking Scholastic Aptitude Test! And my homie.. well... he almost said yes, but he also had that fucking shit! Fuck smart people! So tomorrow, I'm asking drummer boy if he wants to go with me. I'm getting balls tomorrow! If I don't, or he turns me down, I'll have like 2-4 other peeps I'll ask.
Won't be particularly funny to go to a screening by myself, sitting on the balcony, where it's two seats in every row. I will look lonely. I will be lonely...
I just hope He says yes!
Tickle fest!
Read somewhat of an old entry about how my friend wanted to tickle me under my feet. Well, at the ''orchestra concert'' he tried to take off my fucking shoe. Me, being a very slow person, didn't really realize what he was getting at when he zipped it down (my shoe, you idiot!) but when he tried to actually pry his fingers into my shoe, and underneath my foot. I think I almost kicked him in the face (he was sitting on the floor) and I zipped it back up again.
Fuck, the man is trying to give me a heart attack!
And I've realized he kind of looks a little bit like Mikey way... not a lot, just a little.. and they both play bass in a band.. and they're both hot... and I feel like a douchebag......
Fuck, the man is trying to give me a heart attack!
And I've realized he kind of looks a little bit like Mikey way... not a lot, just a little.. and they both play bass in a band.. and they're both hot... and I feel like a douchebag......
Look alive Sunshine
I don't know how much you know, but I've gotten kind of a little obsessed with My Chem lately... in a good way! Chill chill! I'm not 13 anymore (haha, memories)But, the jacket Mikey Way wears in the Danger Days music videos is just hot! And I had to have it so... On E-bay there is one 'store' that tailor makes Gee's and Mikey's jackets. AKA Party Poison and Kobra Kid pleather jackets.
And well... I've ordered one. So it should suit me perfectly and fuck if it doesn't, I've wasted 210 bucks!
But here's a pic of Kobra Kid. I just love the red. But the blue one is also hot.. Dead Pegasus just looks darn good on that jacket...
But Kobra...
Fuck it, I've already paid for the darn Kobra jacket! Silence me!If I can maybe I'll buy that Dead Pegasus one later... it's just another 210 bucks haha
I need to spend my money more wisely, haha! But I am putting away about 79 bucks into my savings account each month now. Thinking about putting away more.. maybe 150$. Then the rest of my paycheck would easily suffice me with food and occasional clothes... and ofc movies... I've bought movies for over 150 bucks again this month.. the movie companies must love me. I scarcely download movies anymore... only tv shows haha!
Speaking of movies.. Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World is AWESOME <3333 lovelove!
haaa, goodnight
Ted Mosby
Speaking of sex dreams, I got some last Saturday!
He looked like Ted Mosby and Wheezywaiter had a baby! a baby who was born with a beard...
Anyways, he's 28 and to be honest, he was sweet. Like he actually was Wheezywaiter's and Ted's son... weird.
And so, I followed him home. Funny thing, he had to go pick up his mothers two Jack Russel terriers (Worst dog ever) and they were at his brothers place (his brothers girlfriend didn't want to have the dogs over at night, his brother is totally whipped!) and he said: Can you please stay outside, I don't want my brother to see you. He's overprotective...
I got well.. surprised haha! Since just moments before he'd said "I don't want to fall in love!" and looked at me sheepishly whilst I was talking about myself.
And so we reached his place (total bachelor pad), he put on some music and took out hash. And I tried it. Wasn't that big of a deal, I pretty much just got dizzy and my mouth got really dry. And then we had sex to Planetary (Go!). Seriously, having sex when you're mouth is parched is just a bad idea! Was not particularly funny, but it worked haha!
And that song by MCR is awesome, especially to have sex to!
Anyways, I had a hard time falling asleep, he was snoring like ... he snored loudly!
Slept for like 3 hours! And on Sunday I had a ''gig'' with the 'orchestra'. Not that great. I was really tired!
But it was all good. I had a terrific weekend!
He looked like Ted Mosby and Wheezywaiter had a baby! a baby who was born with a beard...
Anyways, he's 28 and to be honest, he was sweet. Like he actually was Wheezywaiter's and Ted's son... weird.
And so, I followed him home. Funny thing, he had to go pick up his mothers two Jack Russel terriers (Worst dog ever) and they were at his brothers place (his brothers girlfriend didn't want to have the dogs over at night, his brother is totally whipped!) and he said: Can you please stay outside, I don't want my brother to see you. He's overprotective...
I got well.. surprised haha! Since just moments before he'd said "I don't want to fall in love!" and looked at me sheepishly whilst I was talking about myself.
And so we reached his place (total bachelor pad), he put on some music and took out hash. And I tried it. Wasn't that big of a deal, I pretty much just got dizzy and my mouth got really dry. And then we had sex to Planetary (Go!). Seriously, having sex when you're mouth is parched is just a bad idea! Was not particularly funny, but it worked haha!
And that song by MCR is awesome, especially to have sex to!
Anyways, I had a hard time falling asleep, he was snoring like ... he snored loudly!
Slept for like 3 hours! And on Sunday I had a ''gig'' with the 'orchestra'. Not that great. I was really tired!
But it was all good. I had a terrific weekend!
Oh Lawd
Greatest sex dream ensued last night. Thank you Gerard Way.
My Chemical Romance
I just came home from one of the greatest concerts I've been to.
I saw them about 4 years ago in Malmö, where I also first met Pata!
And the band have changed, for the better! Gerard is HOT! Like smoking! He's gained weight and then I mean in muscles! buff as shit and just... I drooled. And Mikey... oh brother!
Frank though... sad to say that he cut off his hair and looked a little pudgier... But he looked happy nonetheless! And ray just looked as Ray haha. Sad that Bob left :/
But they were awesome! I haven't actually heard any of their new songs (just 'nanana', ofc) but it worked out. Greatest was when they played 'Teenagers' and 'I'm Not Okay' love those songs! And 'Helena'! shit.
They had a great play list!
At least, I know what I will be thinking of tonight. Fuck me Gerard is hot!
I saw them about 4 years ago in Malmö, where I also first met Pata!
And the band have changed, for the better! Gerard is HOT! Like smoking! He's gained weight and then I mean in muscles! buff as shit and just... I drooled. And Mikey... oh brother!
Frank though... sad to say that he cut off his hair and looked a little pudgier... But he looked happy nonetheless! And ray just looked as Ray haha. Sad that Bob left :/
But they were awesome! I haven't actually heard any of their new songs (just 'nanana', ofc) but it worked out. Greatest was when they played 'Teenagers' and 'I'm Not Okay' love those songs! And 'Helena'! shit.
They had a great play list!
At least, I know what I will be thinking of tonight. Fuck me Gerard is hot!
What is love, baby don't hurt me
Thusrday - Friday; I went to a spa with my family. I got my eyebrows plucked, my eyelashes dyed and also a full body massage. Twas awesome!
On Friday I was also going to a gig that my friends played at. The Green In My Tea.
You know what that means. Drummer boy.
I have to admit that all I can think of since the gig is him. Right now it is how his red shirt just clung perfectly on is back, and oh how I want to see that back arched.
Anyways, so I invited my friend in, since he had training in the same area. Bad idea. Because I think he likes me. He dumped his girlfriend about two weeks ago and now he is touching my hips and thighs like crazy. I thought I liked him when my ex dumped me, but I was just looking for a rebound, cause I don't like him anymore.
But so I got to talk a little with Bobby (drummer boy) but help my shit I couldn't ask for his number!
I'm a chicken shit when it comes to things like this. Sex is one entirely other thing, but love... I think I'd kind of crash and burn if he turned me down.
Because seriously, he makes my stomach flutter with butterflies if I just think of him! Seeing him sets my insides on fire! Touching him...
I don't know if he likes me back though. He does look at me a lot, try and engage me in conversations and smiles at me and tries to make me laugh so... is that the sign? or am I just seeing way too deeply into things?
He makes me crazy.
On Friday I was also going to a gig that my friends played at. The Green In My Tea.
You know what that means. Drummer boy.
I have to admit that all I can think of since the gig is him. Right now it is how his red shirt just clung perfectly on is back, and oh how I want to see that back arched.
Anyways, so I invited my friend in, since he had training in the same area. Bad idea. Because I think he likes me. He dumped his girlfriend about two weeks ago and now he is touching my hips and thighs like crazy. I thought I liked him when my ex dumped me, but I was just looking for a rebound, cause I don't like him anymore.
But so I got to talk a little with Bobby (drummer boy) but help my shit I couldn't ask for his number!
I'm a chicken shit when it comes to things like this. Sex is one entirely other thing, but love... I think I'd kind of crash and burn if he turned me down.
Because seriously, he makes my stomach flutter with butterflies if I just think of him! Seeing him sets my insides on fire! Touching him...
I don't know if he likes me back though. He does look at me a lot, try and engage me in conversations and smiles at me and tries to make me laugh so... is that the sign? or am I just seeing way too deeply into things?
He makes me crazy.
zombies
I've had two zombie dreams as of lately. All because of the zombie series on TV (well, just 'Walking Dead' and 'Dead Set' but still!) and the later of the two have been on my mind for 3 days now and I feel as if I don't write it down my head is going to explode!
Write it down as in a story, duh! I'm not gonna write it a boring storytelling way. That shits boring haha!
But so I know how my middles are (I have two middles) but I never know how I should begin nor how I should end.
This is why I never became a writer even though I wanted to. I wanted to be a lot of things as a kid. Then somehow I became a baker. one of which wasn't on my list of job titles. haha
I wanted to be an artist/painter, a writer and a musician. Notice the 'and'- I wanted to be all of those and all of those involved some sort of celebrity title. I think I actaully could've pulled it off because I do have the potential in all the forms but I just never evolved in any of the forms. Except for maybe writing. I still love writing and I love reading so- But I kind of just stopped on one stage in writing; never descending or increasing, which is tough because you never get out of it unless you focus everything on getting out of it, which I never will. I do have other things to think about such as... uh.... lets not get into that then.
Write it down as in a story, duh! I'm not gonna write it a boring storytelling way. That shits boring haha!
But so I know how my middles are (I have two middles) but I never know how I should begin nor how I should end.
This is why I never became a writer even though I wanted to. I wanted to be a lot of things as a kid. Then somehow I became a baker. one of which wasn't on my list of job titles. haha
I wanted to be an artist/painter, a writer and a musician. Notice the 'and'- I wanted to be all of those and all of those involved some sort of celebrity title. I think I actaully could've pulled it off because I do have the potential in all the forms but I just never evolved in any of the forms. Except for maybe writing. I still love writing and I love reading so- But I kind of just stopped on one stage in writing; never descending or increasing, which is tough because you never get out of it unless you focus everything on getting out of it, which I never will. I do have other things to think about such as... uh.... lets not get into that then.
